I haven't been posting Carly Marie's daily photo challenge here consistently. It's too much to post both here AND on Facebook. The response I've been getting on Facebook has been overwhelming, whereas no one really comments here lately. On Facebook I am also able to filter more who is looking at my posts and pictures, whereas this is public, so I don't feel as free to share certain photos. I don't like posting photos of myself and others in my life.
But I will post what I can.
I kind of see myself phasing this blog out, maybe. I don't know. I'm torn, because sometimes I really need this space. Other days, I feel annoyed that it is a public blog that anybody can view, that people can view who shouldn't be viewing, people I have cut out of my life due to their lack of support and friendship in real life. If they're cut out of my "in real life" I don't really want them having access to personal things like my grief, which I share via this blog. A private blog doesn't seem to be the answer, but maybe at some point it will be. I have whittled my friend list down on Facebook and feel so much more comfortable sharing there than I ever used to, and the ongoing support there is incredible.
So anyway. Props to those of you who know me and have shown me support there, where I can more freely share.
In the meantime, while I still haven't decided what to do with this space, if anything different, here's the #captureyourgrief photo challenge for today. My husband's tattoo in honor of our first born.