Saturday, September 24, 2011

Really, God? You let these women bring home healthy twins?

My anger is flaring up these days. I just want to say, w...t...f? Why were these two women able to birth and bring home (or, in one case, birth AT home...) two healthy twins only to cut their lives so short? Any time I say to myself that I must not be LUCKY enough or SPECIAL enough to be a mother to living twins, I'm going to remind myself of these stories...These women certainly are NOT special people. They certainly weren't "deserving" of twins, any more than I (or any of you) was UNdeserving. There's no deserving or not deserving, special or not special, it's just the toss of the dice, I guess. I've been thinking a lot about how loss is not evenly parceled out, and I will write more on that later. But articles like these, they get me to a whole new level of angry. You know what else they do? They affirm to me that there IS NO "PLAN". That THINGS DO NOT HAPPEN FOR A REASON! THERE IS NO REASON FOR THESE SAD EXCUSES OF HUMAN BEINGS TO HAVE HEALTHY TWINS WHILE SO MANY OF US WANTED OURS WITH EVERYTHING IN US AND WOULD HAVE BEEN CARING COMPETENT LOVING PARENTS TO THEM IF GIVEN THE CHANCE TO HAVE THEM BOTH HERE WITH US ON EARTH. WHAT COULD THE REASON BE TO JUSTIFY HAVING ANY OF THIS BE PART OF A PLAN? I need to stop before I say something that really pisses someone off. I think these articles speak for themselves, anyway. They speak to me, "This world is chaos. Complete and utter chaos."

http://news.yahoo.com/11-month-old-twins-die-being-left-bathtub-143618085.html

http://www.ksee24.com/news/local/Mother-Kills-Twin-Babies-Shortly-After-Birth-Hides-Bodies-in-Laundry-Bin-129957793.html

9 comments:

  1. I'm not a mother to twins, just a regular BLM but this hacks me off too. I would move heaven and earth to have my daughter back and these random crazy people purposly take the lives of theirs?? I'm saying WTF right along with you.

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  2. I'd consider those women scum of the earth and definitely not special. Heard the top story on the Chicago news last night. What gives these women the right to choose life or death for these babies? I hope they're infertile now. They do not deserve the gift of children.

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  3. That makes me ill! I agree..things don't happen for a reason...they just happen. I used to think things happened, but now I realize I projected a reason onto the things that happened. Two totally different things. humph

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  4. I can't read those articles because of my current situation, but I get the gist. I wonder what will happen to them. If they will get what they deserve. While my family sits here and gets treated like crap for the accidental death of my son, for trying to save him. I hope the parents rot in jail or face the worst possible death.

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  5. I don't think you have to worry about pissing any of us off. I'm right there with you and just sick to read/hear stories like this.

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  6. I have no words to describe how I feel about this. Just sick to my stomach. My heart is just bleeding for those babies. In fact, I don't know how I am going to sleep tonight after reading these stories...

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  7. I have no words to describe how I feel after reading these stories. My heart is bleeding. I don't know how I am going to sleep tonight after reading these stories. If only I could reverse the time and just take those innocent babies and keep them to myself and save them.

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  8. OMG, these stories make me sick.

    I hate people, seriously, WTF is wrong w/ people?

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  9. Those stories hurt my heart - those poor little innocent babies

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